I started reading Orphanology recently and one line stuck out to me. "...in this process you will learn things about the heart of God that you might not otherwise know" (Russ Moore). I'm trying to remember that and learn what I can from this process. I want God to have His way in my heart.
So today, we pray for our little guy and take a moment to see how God wants us to respond.
For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.